For as long as I can remember, the idea of living abroad has been my ultimate dream. It was a constant thought, a recurring fantasy that ignited my imagination. When I finally landed my first job at sixteen, I immediately started saving a portion of my earnings, determined to make this dream a reality. Through college, parties, travels, and various jobs, I consistently set aside money for this purpose.

Back then, this dream was more than just a desire for adventure; it was an escape from the mundane and somewhat uninspiring life I led in my hometown. It felt like I was trapped in a monotonous cycle, yearning for something more.

However, as I embarked on this journey, I realized that my desire to leave wasn't merely about escaping my surroundings. It was a deeper longing to discover my true self. By stepping outside of my comfort zone, I hoped to challenge my limits and explore the world's vastness.

A significant factor in my decision to move abroad was the invaluable support I received from therapy. Through regular sessions, I was able to explore my anxieties, fears, and dreams in a safe and supportive environment. My therapist helped me understand the underlying reasons for my desire to leave and to develop strategies for overcoming the challenges I may face. With their guidance, I was able to gain clarity and confidence in my decision, making it a more informed and empowering choice.

The moment I purchased my plane ticket, a shift occurred. I began to appreciate the beauty of my hometown, savor the local cuisine, and immerse myself in its rich cultural heritage. I started to see my hometown in a new light—a place filled with warmth and familiarity.

When I finally arrived in Europe, I felt a sense of belonging that I had never experienced before. Ironically, it was in Ireland, a country thousands of miles away from my homeland, Brazil, that I truly connected with my cultural identity. Somehow, when I was there, I couldn't feel it, but now here in Ireland, I certainly do.

My culture became my calling card. The way I greet people, the way I share stories, the way I proudly boast about my music and food—it all became a way to connect with others. I found joy in introducing people to the diverse and fascinating aspects of my country, a country that has inspired me so deeply.

I've learned that sometimes, the greatest discoveries are made when we least expect them. By venturing out into the world, I not only discovered new places and cultures but also uncovered a deeper understanding of myself. I realized that home isn't just a physical location; it's a feeling, a connection to something greater than ourselves.I've also learned that change can be both scary and exhilarating. It can push us out of our comfort zones and force us to grow in ways we never thought possible. By embracing change, we open ourselves up to new opportunities and experiences.

One of the most valuable lessons I've learned is the importance of perseverance. There will be obstacles and setbacks along the way, but it's essential to keep moving forward. By staying focused on our goals and believing in ourselves, we can overcome any challenge.

As I continue my journey, I'm excited to see what the future holds. I'm grateful for the experiences I've had and the people I've met along the way. I'm also eager to learn and grow, both personally and professionally.

In conclusion, feeling lost is a natural part of life. Some of us manage to carry on a life without it, but most of us can't. Feeling disconnected is normal. Sometimes, a little distance is what we need to gain a new perspective on something we've always loved and felt connected to.